"saying what i want, cause they'll judge me anyways"
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Week 2
posted on Sunday, 29 November 2015 @ 21:15 | permalink
Hey guys!I know it's a Monday and i'm so so sorry for not posting last night! I was out with my two besties shopping and when i got home, i went to talk to my friend on the phone! So excuses aside for my late entry, Week 2 wasn't bad! I lost 3kg this week and it wasn't easy! I worked out twice a day and watched what i ate! If i wanted to indulge in awesome fattening food, i ate small portions of them and i'd stop eating at 7pm!~ The reason why i said it was tough is because i had a shit load of cravings! Anyways, this week i started to measure myself and well, i lost 5cm on my waist and 4cm on my hips *epic smile* I'm so happy!! But I'm not going to stop now! I'll continue this week as well! Wish me luck! I've a massive load of things to do this week! 2 major exams and 1 driving practical and something (i can't really remember, damn it). Anyways, i'm off to study now! Bye guys, talk to you guys next week! Toodles! Week 1
posted on Sunday, 22 November 2015 @ 07:32 | permalink
Hey guys!It's Sunday & well I'm here to update you guys! Well i only lose 2kg this week, pathetic, i know. But i wasn't exactly consist with my work out, i worked out from Monday~Wednesday but stopped cause well, my period came and the cramps killed me plus the fact that i was ridiculously worried about my school production! But this week, I'm super determined to work out & to lose as much weight as i can since there's only 2 days of school and i can stay home and work out, or go for a jog or to the gym. So yeah, i'm trying to stay optimistic! I know this is a pretty short entry but i just wanted to update you guys about my progress that's all! Anyways, I'm going to sleep now! I've to go for the presentation & I've to wake up at 6:30am *sigh* I'll might update you guys about how the presentation went so stay tuned!! Goodnight! DUE DATE
posted on Friday, 20 November 2015 @ 09:42 | permalink
Hey guys!I know that i said i would update you guys every Sunday but well today, i'm just gonna talk about something other than weight loss journey. Well, it has honestly been a really tough journey these few months for my group's production. The pre-production was alright, but during filming, tempers flares especially mine cause i was the producer and time wasn't our friend. But anyways, while i thought my group was going through the horrible ordeal, i looked around me and realised that every group in class had their own issues, not that it made me happy or anything but it somehow helped me relaxed a bit i guess? Knowing that my group wasn't the only ones that had to struggle, it did help me cope with the stress a little. But i can't deny it was both physically and emotionally draining due to all the circumstances that i was under. I was so close to giving up. If you're wondering how close, look below. 
It was definitely stressful and i was petrified of what would happen during the presentation.
I would cry myself to sleep from time to time or breakdown in the shower every once in a while cause i really had no idea what to do. The presentation is on Monday, 23rd November.
I'm feeling stressed out just talking about it.
Anyways, I just wanted to say, regardless of what happens on that i hope that no matter what happens, just go with it. Even if the production sucked like really badly, or the post production was horrific or whatever, during the presentation, for that 30mins, just suck it up and go with the flow. What's done has already been done, don't start blaming one another during the presentation. Take pride of your hard work and once that is over, let it go. Bury the hatchet and move on.
I wish you all the best of luck during the presentation and yeah, take care! All the best guys!
Talk to you guys on Sunday!
Goodnight!
Day 1 : Cross fit
posted on Saturday, 14 November 2015 @ 12:16 | permalink
Hey guys,I'm so sorry i haven't been posting. and i do realise that's how i always start my entry with (extremely apologetic) but yeah, i've been swamped with my end of the year project and stuff. Anyways, after hearing feedbacks from my loved ones. I'm going to start losing weight once again. It's not that i'm trying to please anyone, even though i sound like i do, but i sort of needed the push from them because i kinda gave up half way the previous time! I really hate it when i do that but i really do lack the self-discipline and i'm hoping to finally stop giving myself all the bullshit excuses and just do it already!!! I'm just gonna put it out there, I'm 70kg(154lbs) and i'm only 162cm(5'3)! It's feels pretty sad and i really want the figure i had in 2013 back!!! So i've made a personal promise to myself to really commit to losing weight now, no more excuses! I'm just gonna suck it up and finally get my shit together!! I'm going for my first Crossfit work out later at 10am with Rosie later and i'll you guys know how it goes! And just to give myself an extra push, I'm going to give myslef up till 12 Dec 2015 to lose 8kg? Is that too extreme? Whatever, i'm just going to try to lose as much weight as i can, healthy, no crash diets, no "fasting". I guess i'll update you guys weekly? I wanted to say every 3 days but i was worried that i couldn't even commit to that! (So sorry!) But i'll definitely update you guys every Sunday! I've even set an alarm on my phone just to remind myself! (baby steps to committing) Anyways, I'm off to bed now! Goodnight! See you guys next week!
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