"saying what i want, cause they'll judge me anyways"
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Day 1 : Cross fit
posted on Saturday, 14 November 2015 @ 12:16 | permalink
Hey guys,I'm so sorry i haven't been posting. and i do realise that's how i always start my entry with (extremely apologetic) but yeah, i've been swamped with my end of the year project and stuff. Anyways, after hearing feedbacks from my loved ones. I'm going to start losing weight once again. It's not that i'm trying to please anyone, even though i sound like i do, but i sort of needed the push from them because i kinda gave up half way the previous time! I really hate it when i do that but i really do lack the self-discipline and i'm hoping to finally stop giving myself all the bullshit excuses and just do it already!!! I'm just gonna put it out there, I'm 70kg(154lbs) and i'm only 162cm(5'3)! It's feels pretty sad and i really want the figure i had in 2013 back!!! So i've made a personal promise to myself to really commit to losing weight now, no more excuses! I'm just gonna suck it up and finally get my shit together!! I'm going for my first Crossfit work out later at 10am with Rosie later and i'll you guys know how it goes! And just to give myself an extra push, I'm going to give myslef up till 12 Dec 2015 to lose 8kg? Is that too extreme? Whatever, i'm just going to try to lose as much weight as i can, healthy, no crash diets, no "fasting". I guess i'll update you guys weekly? I wanted to say every 3 days but i was worried that i couldn't even commit to that! (So sorry!) But i'll definitely update you guys every Sunday! I've even set an alarm on my phone just to remind myself! (baby steps to committing) Anyways, I'm off to bed now! Goodnight! See you guys next week!
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